I'm a big fan of instant gratification. Big surprise there.
However, I like working. A lot. I love feeling that I'm making a contribution, and that I'm part of a team that's working to achieve a common goal. I wish that I actually had the time to do so. I've been struggling a bit with this whole full-time student thing. Between studying and working for the two newspapers, neither of which pay much, I've been struggling.
I don't like worrying about money, but it's hard not to. I've got bills and rent, not to mention old credit cards that I'm working to pay off. I'm still feeling like a big stinking idiot for those. Sometimes, it feels like too much.
All of that being said, I love having a partner in all this. He's hugely supportive, and has offered to help, though there's no way in hell I'm letting him shoulder this craziness. Oh, and now we're splitting rent and household bills. Amen. I like having him with me at the apartment. It's comforting, both emotionally and financially. Especially on stressful mornings like this.
After I publish this, I'm going to have a late breakfast, make some calls, and then go back to bed. It's been a long week for us.
-Erin